I think artists are often caught in cycles of perpetual striving. When we make our living with art, the lines between obsession and profession are often blurred, and there are moments when we can lose sight of the inspiration that drives us to create. Then there are moments of awakening when we realize art has become a profession and the obsession to create is lost along the way.
I've been blessed by a successful art and teaching career, there's no doubt about that. I know there are people that look at where I'm at and wonder why I would unexpectedly throw myself into something entirely new at the peak of my career, but when it comes down to it, sometimes in life, we are led in an inexplicable directions. There are aspects of my work I have always kept to myself, projects that cross into an arena that, up until now, were almost too personal to share. While it seems an obvious transition to me, from the outside it's likely coming from left field. Let me preface all this by saying I am in no way abandoning metal clay, or teaching.
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| "The General/Sitting Meditation" |
My name is Wanaree, I'm a pointillism artist, and I lead a secret life as an aspiring tattoo artist. Strange, I know. I'll start with my pointillism work. While at first blush it may be seen as gruesome and uncharacteristic of who I am likely perceived as, it's actually an attempt to communicate a basic human commonality: the desire to transform discontentment into peace. We all battle with our darker aspects, our greed, selfishness, cruelty, etc.... some of use act it out, some of us deny and repress. I fall into the latter category. As most of us know, the more we try to deny something the stronger it seems to become. This body of work is a way for me to accept that these feelings are an undeniable part of my psyche. It's become a way to find the middle path that rests between our concepts of good and evil.
So why tattooing? 3 months ago my friend and local artist, Gordon Smeltser began a full back piece on me. I've sat for 25 hours of tattooing so far, with many more left to go. I'm not a glutton for punishment, quite the contrary, but I discovered a great lesson in all those hours. Through the absolute acceptance of pain and discomfort a thing of great beauty can be born. It became a metaphor for my work, and ultimately for my life. 11 years ago a had a tumultuous apprenticeship at a tattoo shop in Austin, so this previous fascination was reborn and Gordon offered to teach me his craft.
This is where I have disappeared to. I've rediscovered the definition humility, and abject terror, returning to the beginning stages a medium but I've also found a renewed vigor for art. I've drawn more in the last three months that I have in the last 2 years combined. Ultimately, I hope to express both with the same technical ability and help my clients embody and experience that often ephemeral moment between thoughts and feelings, between light and dark, between black and white.
Perhaps I am putting too much weight on the experience of tattooing, perhaps not. As in all things, it is up to the interpretation of the viewer. I'll still be sharing my work here, metal clay, pointillism, and now tattooing. If you're interested in the tattoo studio or more on my pointillism designs, stop by and check out our shop blog
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This doesn't effect my metal clay workshop schedule in any way this year and I'll still be the video editor of Metal Clay Artist Magazine, but it likely means I will be teaching significantly less next year. As much as I enjoy teaching, I truly love creating, and that will continue to be my primary focus in the years to come. Thanks for being a part of my creative journey.
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| Celtic Lotus Flower Tattoo I tattooed on Steve |
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| My pointillism mandala tattoo designs |